WHAT?!

 When I asked Everett what he wanted the baby to be he said, "A girl!" "WHAT?!" I thought for sure he would be just like any other guy that just want their boy. Little things that Everett thinks, says, and does make me fall deeper for him all the time. I was flattered that he wanted a baby girl to be his little princess. Of course we got our ultrasound the technician asked what we were there for. We told her we wanted to find out what we were having. "Does that answer your question?" "WHAT?!" Jarom cried because like Everett he wanted us to have a girl. I was just happy as anything. I never cared what I was going to have (I just wanted a sweet, healthy baby, his heart beat is what I looked at and listened to!) 

 Everett might not get his little princess right away but he is going to be an amazing father. I read a journal entry that he left open a few days and my heart swelled up in love. He talked about how he could hold me in his arms at night and feel his baby boy move around. He felt blessed more than ever and hoped to be a good father. I knew right then that this man was more than I could have ever hoped for. He is a wonderful husband, concerned for my feelings, loving each time he makes me laugh, and always cherishing our time together. I know he loves me more than anything else and I know I gave my heart to the right person!

 My sweet, squirmy, little baby boy has been very active everyday. He is getting bigger and stronger all the time. I am so thankful to all the blessings that surround making this possible. I have heard it said that it is usually through another that our prayers are answered. I see that now more than ever. My family has been too wonderful to us. It has been a very humbling experience to stay with my mom and dad. It's hard to think that we are in as much need as we are. But I know that everyone is in greater need of our Father in Heaven. It is because of Him that I live each day, it is because of Him that I have Everett, it is because of Him that we have yet another miracle soon to be in our arms! "WHAT?!" If He has done all of this for us He must love us more than we could ever imagine. And for that I am thankful, for that I have peace, for that I will carry on in the work of the Lord!!!